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Won the Battle, Lost the Softball Game

Played softball this evening - one of my triggers. Softball (from baseball) Golf, and yardwork.   Used to always have a chew when I played. one per game, two per night with double-header nights.   using gum and seeds to substitute.   Got ourselves whupped by 10, but that doesn't matter. didn't chew, and only had moderate urges, more out of habit, not physical need.   This is a habit, and I'm addicted. While i've shed my physical dependency, the powerful mental addiction remains, and I must nut up and fight it one at a time, and build up sufficient reserves to not ever again dip.

maquit

maquit

 

1st entry

What the heck is a tag? Never been a blog guy. Is a blog like a diary, and a tag is like a topic of the entry? Guessing it can be anything I want it to be, within the confines of the program. Enough on that.   Really looking for a way to fight the thought that it is OK to just have a dip. My past quits have all been derailed by this one thought. Today, I can tell you it is not OK, but what faulty programming in my head says that I can just have one and be done? That is what I'm looking for. While I may not find the answer, I want to a sufficient response for that future me that I wont do it ever again. Lets say it is 3-years in the future and I'm sitting on the golf course, or other trigger scenario, and I'm tempted, urged, etc. What can I do today to plan for that future crave?   I know this is a day-to-day quit, so maybe I'm over-thinking it. Which, I admit, I have a tendency to over-think on occasion. I just want to plan today for the me of tomorrow. I've quit so many times and I just want this one to be the last one.

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maquit

 

Day One

Today is day one. As I am writing this blog I have a chew in. Not sure how this is going to work. I feel like crying, not sure where to go from here... I want to quite for my daughter for myself...   Recently I have started to have a constant sore throat. Not really sore, just feels like there is something always clogging my throat, makes me worry that it may be too late...   I know one thing, if I have cancer. There is NO WAY in HELL that I am going through KEMO or any of that BS.. I have about 4 chews left in my can....   I know this pot smoker that quit cold turkey. She still has her pipe with the pot inside still. She keeps it as a reminder... Nit sure if I can do that but its just a thought...

bdrawson

bdrawson

 

Journal Therapy

I have been chronicling this journey on a private system that only I have access to see, but thought that by sharing I might be helpful to someone else. Not much to post at this point. I'm just trying to use every tool available to lick this addiction once and for all.   Addiction is the key word. Understanding that my body has changed to accommodate the intake of nicotine. I will alway be addicted to nicotine! The only way to control my addiction is to not take a chew. The first chew starts a whole chain reaction that has had 28 years of practice keeping the nicotine supply turned on. Don't take the first chew and it will just be a passing thought occasionally (at some point).

Westheds

Westheds

 

On Quitting With A Group

I can feel the inside of my throat. My body aches. And I feel anxiety, almost as if the source of the anxiety is in my blood. My entire body sort of tingles in an annoying, uncomfortable way. I'm either dying of some random disease, or this is my body throwing a temper tantrum because I'm not chewing anymore. I think it's the latter...or former...whichever one means the chewing one. I can never figure those terms out.   I'm on day 6 of being quit. I'm still consistently pulled toward buying a can of chew. All the logical, sane reasons for me to say no to chewing are all just mental thoughts. And as an addict, I've never really listened to rational thought when it comes to having a dip. I could say to myself a thousand times that I'm not going to have a chew, but the second my mind tells me that I will, in fact, have a chew...it's as though it instantly becomes set in stone. The thousand previous no's become void. I WILL have a chew. And so it goes.   Things are different now only because I'm in a quit group. I'm a weak willed person. I cannot quit on my own. But for some reason, I can go on the internet and I can make a promise to a bunch of people I don't know, and I will stick with it.   I can't be accountable to myself. I can't be accountable to my wife. I can't be accountable to my kids, my parents, my brothers, my friends, my coworkers...even God. But I CAN be accountable to a group of complete strangers.   This is odd, but it makes total sense.   I believe this is the case because these strangers are all going through the exact same dramatic hell as I am. There is no excuse like "Well they don't understand how hard it is." They most certainly do. I cannot claim to have it worse than anyone. I cannot claim to be unique in this situation and therefore excuse myself from being quit. If there is a person on Day 7, while I'm on Day 6...then that means that THEY were able to stay quit. They were able to conquer day 6, going through the same frustrating, scary, anxiety ridden hell that I am going through today; my day 6. So I should be able to stay quit as well. And as I post roll, and see the numbers that are higher than mine, I see hope. I see that it can, will, and has been done.   And I will do it, too.    

Queedle

Queedle

 

Note To My Future Self

In order to maintain my accountability in the future, I have written a letter to my future self to keep in my wallet in the event that I feel a cave-crave coming on.   Hello Future Me,   I'm you on Day 2 of your quit. This is awful. I'm miserable. I am frustrated. I can't think straight. I'm short with my family. All I want is a chew. All I want is for this misery to be over. But I said no. I said no all day long. And you are what?...crying about something that you can't deal with? Trying to be cool one more time? About to watch a stupid movie with your brother? Going on a long drive? Looking for a little taste of nostalgia? You are acting like a douche bag right now. I'm on Day 2 and I'm here to defend the god awful shit I'm having to go through so you can be as free as you are right now. You have it REALLY good...and you are about to blow it on a dip? I did not say no to dip and suffer this mental and physical inferno so that you could say yes after you've "beaten it." How quickly you forget...   The crave you are feeling right now is nothing compared to the craving I'm feeling right now. I made it through and you better make it through, too. I'm not doing this again! What kind of a monster would put someone through this again? What kind of selfish asshole are you that you would be wiling to torture me so you can have one more dip?   Whatever it is, suck it up. You don't dip. Understand? Whether or not you made it in to post roll, by reading this you are agreeing that you have posted roll for the day. Too late sucker. You're on the books. No dip today.   Love, Day 2 Me    

Queedle

Queedle

 

Ready to fight again

Well people, I am back. I stil have te problems I left with, but I have to do something. I have gotten up to 2-3 cans a day, and quitting can actually help with some of my problems. So I vow to post roll daily, and try my best to see this through. I am headstrong and stubborn with everything else, why can't I see this through? I will do this, I will fight this, I will make it this time.

RajunRick

RajunRick

 

All this chew talk makes me want a dip!

Its day 2 and here i am wanting to help myself get through this quitting stuff ......again.... and trying this website, but it seems the more i here about chew the more i want one. Im 53 years young now and had my first dip at 15 on a dove hunt and been hooked ever since (thats about 37 years).Im in great shape,like to have fun and party hard , I dont take any drugs on a regular basis (not including chew) I have never had any health problems directly attributed to dipping,I dont know anyone who dips that has ever gotten sick from it, but here i am being miserable from withdrawals AGAIN! all for the will come,you know the BIG C, am i really going to get sick from this stuff? i love it and if i knew i would not get sick i would not be tryng to quit AGAIN! So that being said i need to make some sick friends on this website...that sounds wierd but maybe if i chat with some unfortunate dippers and hear their story i can be a believer and be saved (please,skip the god stuff)so here is the beginning of my first blog, maybe i will stay quit this time? or should i just wait untill i get SICK!   Best of luck Capt. Steve

boneguy16

boneguy16

 

So I do need a title...

This is my first blog. I have no idea if this even works or how it works. I'm not what some people might call "Tech-y." I am the opposite of Techy. I like my books on paper and I sure as heck have never had a blog.   Do I need a title?   Tag? What the heck is a tag?   Let's see what happens when I click a button. If this works. Maybe I'll "blog" some more later.   NDT,   Mark   Yes. I need a title with more than two characters...

mark1073

mark1073

 

Chew up some Thoughts

So I am up early due to our 3 month old and I was thinking (and not dipping like I used to)... Of all the truly great times in my life, dip has never been involved.   For example, the marriage to my wife almost 4 years ago. No dip. The birth of our son in December 2012. No dip. All the graduations from colleges. No dip.   No big occasion in my life was there dip involved. This tells me something. Dip is always lurking in the background and never really "adds to" a great situation to (what our mind thinks) make it better.   I truly feel like I have more freedom in my life, because like others who have posted on this site... I was a ninja dipper. Always hiding. And being in the healthcare profession, well, you have to be a ninja about it. My life is so much more free... and I feel like I'm losing an addiction (which is sad and tough), but gaining so much more as far as relationships (with my wife, my new son, my family, my coworkers) - because I don't have to go hide to dip - and be (what looks like) anti-social.

bpre18

bpre18

 

Trip to the Dentist... How it went...

Well 22 years of not going to the dentist ended yesterday. By the grace of God I do not have any bone loss, cancer signs or excessive gum loss. In the past this news would have been an invitation to go out and buy a can.   Today it is different, I am committed this time. I have my first dental cleaning in a week, actually looking forward to it!

RecedingGums

RecedingGums

 

Day 5 and heading to the dentist!

Monumental day for me - I'm on Day 5 and it's been hell as y'all know. I get fits of rage sometimes and I take it out on anyone around me but I'm happy to say it's fading a bit. I'm not very fun to be around.   Heading to the dentist where I haven't been for 22 years in a few hours, scared to death to find out what I've done to myself over the years but at least I'm facing it. That's what I'm clinging to right now, that no matter what - I don't have to do this anymore and whatever damage is done doesn't have to get worse!   Stay tuned...

RecedingGums

RecedingGums

 

Day 1

Well it's almost 24 hours at this point and I'm jonesing for a chew to take away the anxiety I feel but usually that just creates more anxiety anymore so it's really a vicious cycle isn't it?   This isn't my first attempt, I've promised my wife and kids on and off for 16 years that I'd quit - I never made it past a week. I always thought I could 'just have one' when I was drinking or whatever and that one would start me off for the next couple of years until I announced I was quitting again.   I recently quit drinking - I'm a recovering alcoholic with 7 months sobriety - AA has worked so well for me I'm going to apply some of the same principles to dipping. I read a lot of blog entries and I can see your experiences quitting chewing are similar to mine with alcohol. All addictions share one thing - they're addictive!   I'm really concerned about some of the sores I've gotten on my gumline lately. They're going away but how long will I do this until they don't go away? When will it win and kill me? I'm not willing to take that chance anymore and I'm thrilled to have found this site.   I have my first dentist appointment in 20 years coming up on Tuesday - God help me! I'll get through it though one way or another - that's the attitude I have to have and maintain and I have all of you to keep me accountable.   One day at a time I am determined to kick the can!

RecedingGums

RecedingGums

 

Mixing things up a little bit

So I'm new to this website. I decided to google how to quit chewing like I have many times before but this website caught my eye. I read some blogs but realized there wasn't many girls that were writing anything. I know that dipping isn't that popular among girls, but if I chew I suppose there has to be more girls that do also. I'm 18, I haven't been chewing for years, I've started about eight months ago when I was with a few of my guy friends at a party and when they offered me a dip I thought, "why not?" I never thought I'd ever want to do it again after that night, but the want to do it over and over again ended me up finishing a tin in about a day and a half after only a half a year of first trying the stuff. When my family found out they were just confused, they never thought that their cute daughter/niece/grand daughter would ever be addicted to something so gross. I've thought about quitting for awhile, I've lasted about two days but just thinking about that green tin of Grizzly, the feeling of it in my lip, and that slight burn that tells me that it's doing its job makes me run to the gas station at any time of the day just to have a dip. So I'm writing this as I'm having a dip, but I'm hoping I can be strong enough to have a different mind set and and never buy a tin ever again. Also, I hope this helps any girls that might be in the same boat I am.

stacyy_9412

stacyy_9412

 

What am I doing???

These past few years have been one cluster fuck after another, but this year has by far been the worst. On top of it all I am trying to quit something that keeps calling to me, telling me that everything will be alright and that it can help ease my pain. These past few weeks have been rough, and I either haven't had the opportunity to get get on here or were too lazy to get on here. Due to a shortage in manpower at work it has been crazy. Things are starting to settle down, but now the problems in my marriage that have been mute for alittle while are coming back with a vengenance. I've had saving graces though. Yes, there was on day where I held someone else's open can in my hand and just stared at it, only to come to my senses and close it. Then there was the time that I was ready to give in, and saw the image I use as my avatar here stuck to the backglass of someone's truck. And I can't forget the coworkers I have that have been quit for many years, telling me I can do it. I haven't been logging in or posting roll, but I have been fighting. And now it is all on the edge again. My marriage is everything to me, it is my exsistance. It is still on the edge, and I'm beginning to feel like it can't be saved. I have people from here giving me their numbers, reaching out to me to try and save me. But I can't talk to anyone. I feel guilty because I can't say that I'm strong enough to do this. Truth is I am very weak due to my circumstances. Even as I am typing this I am wanting to give in and pissed at myself for wanting to give in. I'm not asking for permission to give in, I'm trying to vent so I can breathe. EVERYTHING is one mountain after another, when can I catch a damn break??????? I'm actually contemplating seeing a doctor and asking for anti-depressants so that maybe I won't care as much anymore if everything falls apart. At least then I would be able to quit and not hear the little voice claiming that a dip is the cure all. Where is the deserted island when you need it? No stores or daily life problems? Just you, the coconuts, and miles of ocean. At this point I'd rather go insane from that than my current situation. Goodnight ya'll, see you at roll.

RajunRick

RajunRick

 

the scale of the enterprise constantly expanding group quickly

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PURE HELL

I HAVE CHEWED SINCE I WAS A KID. MY DAD MADE ME DO IT, AND I KEPT IT UP. I HAVE NOW CHEWED FOR 20+ YEARS NOW. IM ONLY 26 YEARS OLD. MY WHOLE LIFE HAS BEEN DEPENDENT ON NICOTINE. I'M ALONE. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO LEAN ON MY COPENHAGEN. IT'S GOTTEN ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. I LOVED IT. BUT NOW ITS GONE.   I DECIDED ON AUGUST 2 2012 TO STOP CHEWING. I WAS DRIVING MY 30 MILES BACK HOME FROM WORK, DECIDED TO TOSS MY PLUG OUT AND I THEN THREW MY CAN AWAY WHEN I GOT HOME. I POSTED TO FB FOR EVERYONE TO SEE AND HOLD ME ACCOUNTALBE.   I HAVE A WAR GOING ON IN MY MIND. LETS DO IT.

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