I am going to hit my 200 day mark this week. Wow 200 days tobacco free. It has taken my best everything I am from deep in my soul I truly have found out who I am and what I am able to do with help from friends and my wife by my side. I know without the help from every one and the goals of my coin and the tool from this site I would still be using tobacco.
Last 4th of July I was with my wife's family on a lake and I was unable to truly have fun not being able to have a dip they did not know
The man I am today is not the the man I was three months ago. And writing is a lot harder when you are happy.
What I have learned about myself is I can win a hard fight when everything is saying quit. I know that my wife and friends have my back, even when I am not a nice guy going through tobacco and nicotine withdrawls.
I now know my fight to become a non tobacco user is one i will win.
This past weekend my wife and I went to a movie and for the first time since the 90s
It is funny now that I look back and think how munch time I wasted thinking and buying cans of dip. Oh and the cash wow the money i spent on dip. I look at it like time lost money lost that i will never get back. the sad thing is i am 28 days in my quite and still think about it wounder about what it would be like to have a reel dip. would i get that same buz i got 17 years ago. What would it be like to have a dip in my lip. I know it is bad to have these thoughts but they are in my head. Every
Today has been craving hell all day it started with a text from my mother who has allwas favored my brother who smokes 2 packs a day and then a call from my sister who smokes too packs a day. One would think thre famly would support me but not mine ther is a reson I live 900 miles away from them.
At lest I have my wife I know this quiting has not been easy on hear. but un like my mother and sister she has my back and want me to be hear 30 years from now. today has been craving hell. I keep t
I have made it 9 day's with out chew. That is the longest time I have gone with out dip this century. It is funny to think that since the year 2000 I have never gone 9 days with out dip. And the only reason I would have gone one day with out was if I was broke and was unable to buy a can.
I look back at my life and think how much power that can had and still has over me. I would never be with out at lest one can at all times. I rember going on vaction and buying 12 cans for 6 days
I quit chewing a week ago today. I had no idea how tough it was going to be. I started chewing 17 years ago when I was 19 and a construction worker. Back then every one I worked with smoked or chew it was just a thing ever dude I worked with had a can. you were able to get a dip off someones can at any time. Mint was what I liked and would buy for the next 17 years.
I just got married back in may and it was my wife who keep on me to quite. She started trying to help with the quite prosses ev